Holy Hell Ministries - Gone to Hell?.
Life goes on, beginning anew again each day. We are forgiven...
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Success is often measured in terms of how many choices a man has in life and when there are many a man usually chooses one of them and leaves other huge blocks of potential untouched. He might delve into one avenue whole-heartedly and achieve great accomplishment and acclaim rather than dabble in several and succeed in none. For the first time a single rose emerges from a one-acre thorn patch in no man's land and it smells good... Mighty Fine in Fact and Bright... God has unique ways of bringing about his will and I'm along for the ride. I would support and compliment any better or appropriate work! We're reorganizing the accumulation of messages herein in an attempt to glean them up out of the trauma they were received in. The publishing Rights to this story can't even be given away, yet this accumulation can't be abandoned. I did literally fabricate part of the work below and I did literally receive the truthful parts of this work spiritually. Why? I do not now want some grizzly ol' characters, (now more ol' and grizzly) displaced from their old age pay over a 15-year old crime, nor their relatives after me, nor their ancestors after my ancestors and so on. ...water under the bridge now, buried... Because of blackmail and slander today I remain in a void with a no-mans land in-between and this is likely to stay that way as the barrier of public official shall never be crossed. I can't even remember how many times they called me a "sick-f*cker" after they did what they did... There is a strong likelihood this will stay underground forever and never be known in any church by me -only the messages received will likely survive. That's fine with me as I can skirt a big nest of sleeping dogs and jealous devil-jacks. |
It's as if the report of a crime and all of its gory details is worse than the original crime itself and the victim gets it twice. "...Devil Rock" the archaic sisters say... Here is where Black and White meets Color and the word of today! This photo was taken in 2009. I believe today I was supposed to have been on this same spot on this same stage around 1974 and an entire block of life was voided beneath the jack-boot heel of the vicious Redneck Republic in nowhereland all this time. Life was either in a steel cage or a living-death coffin, adrift in a wakeful dream type fugue isolated in a coffin. Finally removed from beneath the influence of an overbearing mind-pool of about 150 of them and frame-ups; my music career has accelerated magically and very, very interesting people have walked in my door throughout these years. The only thing known in Montrose Colorado are back to back to back frame-up attempts and the exhaustion of all resources in competition to stay alive. Portions of this reflect
the wind song of prayer The ministry will appear in the lyrics and phrasing on the songs... The same who say I'll just trigger all of this and leave are the same ones maintaining a total media blackout so the DEA gets away to torture another day -under the shadow of their Grail. The pro-positive seeds are being planted. Don't be diverted by those nay Sayers who will attest this compilation is fabricated and refabricated. This is all a big hallucination they say... |
Enjoy this! This is self explanatory. My part in the delivery Is Finished without celebration or ceremony and this work is semi-fictionalized so to avoid litigation.
This work only goes as far as to "compromise" the Arc and this prophet has foreseen another "book" to come about soon from another author which will have the golden wings and big screen weight this message needed and steal this thunder, receive all the media attention as if this never existed. This serves as an introductory work and thus is oversimplified, a work more focused on describing the trauma of an event. A gold rush comes and as it's rumble grows louder I'm satisfied with the couple of nuggets in hand and scurry out of the path to avoid being trampled by the dog pile mob that comes. like taking 2 or 3 steps off of the tracks, what a difference a few feet make... There will probably be several books on this and this is supposed to be the center focus of the many church groups but sits in wait.
The Messages to the Catholic Church and Body are sincere and very real.
This collection of verse includes the
introduction of the Messages I received and recorded beginning in 2005 and are
Dedicated To Pope John Paul-2nd.
I begin with a prayer: Thank you God for this day, for it
brings me another opportunity to praise thee in a new way. The light shines from
above but the gateway lies within.
...It has flown from Rome, it's never
going to be exclusively Catholic ever again, nor exclusively in any church, nor
under veil of Free Masonry's bonds ever again, but exclusively unto me and into
a One-Minute default ministry: There's as much of The Ghost in thee as in
me and the gateway is found within each soul as each soul is as a spark of a
great bonfire of life. This is NOT a heretical attack upon the Sacred Catholic
Church and it's body, nor an attempt to break the Church into division and
insolvernty, though some from within thrust and even though this hiatus does
such. There has been an absolute media blackout or boycott on this story,
starving the presentation of this Golden Gospel.
In January 2005 I experienced a spiritual
rebirth like none before and received around 1000+ hours of spiritual messages
over the next years. I expected something to happen in May 2005, but it came and
went as I watched Benedict XVI crowned as the focal center of world Catholicism,
while I lay buried beneath a dogpile of evildoers involving 70-125 persons, some
still living in the same town and were never prosecuted. I had been in a state
of shock; a delirious fugue for the 12 previous years.

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Twelve Years
Every 12 years in my life I've experienced some sort of a major spiritual
revelation, starting around age 12 in Colorado while playing near the scene of
the later 1993 Hate Crime, I had a haunting premonition of what seemed a satanic
tornado on the spot where we were tortured around 24 years later. Also
during that frame the term "Failsafe" came up, as though it would be
associated with me. It gave me nightmares for weeks and seemed contemporaneous
with a 1964 movie: Fail Safe, which explained the term though I never
comprehended it for 24-more years when it would fit and be realized.
Around age 24, in a Phoenix apartment I enjoyed a strong visit from the Holy
Ghost in an Eye of God format revealing a ministry and my destiny to
address the nations of the world with his words of truth. I have since seen
flashes of the Ghost as a cloud, which flows and trails a bit and catches up
when it pauses. I saw it hover over the burial spot of a murder victim and
cry out. “Her body is cold and broken and cries out to me.” During
and after the Eye of God experience, there was never, ever anything on
Earth I feared more than the Holy Ghost. There are statements comparing the
Ghost to the ocean, also that The Voice of God could shatter the cedars
of Lebanon, accurately worded.
I agreed after this experience there is nothing more powerful and noted as it
began an Angel whispered, off to my left. “The Holy Ghost is here.”
In a second it encompassed me and I saw myself as a traced white outline inside
a drop of water or as if inside a transparent cloudbank or a bug suspended
inside the acrylic decoration in a belt buckle and I was then conscientiously
aware of all the sections of my brain as were outlined. The cloud was roughly
the size of a compact automobile in dimensions and was like 100+ perfect souls,
which kept perpetually enfolding upon itself in a cloud. The sensation of power
was something for which I had to draw new standards and means to grasp or
describe and its presence was comparable to maybe 440 volts in this animated
cloud that was doing all but frying me. When it spoke, the whole cloud spoke and
the ebbing voice was like 440 volts driving through me with each syllable, from
over my head to below my feet, each phrase. I was trembling in fear –in tears
and I asked, “why did you come to me instead of Dr. Billy Graham or
someone?” The Spirit responded; “You’ve had good
intentions, but these things I find distasteful about you.” (The
words “But” and “Dis–Tasteful” were almost heart stopping and
the few seconds into the next transition was as an eternity and I remember the
feelings of and expression of nowhere to hide; as in hiding in caves and praying
the rocks would fall in). The Spirit cloud transitioned into the shape of an eye
or eyeball and my traced white outline was in the iris. I saw in the next phased
scene; all parts of my body were transparent except for my two lungs, which were
darkened with tar, and smoking contaminates as if inside a drop of water.
It never said anything in that phase, I just saw or witnessed it as if in a
wakeful dream and I experienced an awakening awareness or glimpse of relief also
that this was not my final judgment and further I was not dead and had
time to correct this flaw. I would not want to be found dead with it. The
Lord came as my savior this time and the next time I would be in this position I
would not be in a material embodiment. By the end of the maybe 10-20 minute
encounter I had eased up a bit. The Spirit said several things including,
“Through you I will address the nations of the world.” The Spirit cloud
then departed from me, leaving me glowing with scenes and images still
appearing; scenes of some new/used high/end musical equipment as it exited via
drifting through the wall of the apartment through the area where the door was.
Over and over I could never forget how when the cloud-like Spirit spoke, there
was no mouth or orifice, but the entire thing spoke, from below my feet to over
the top of my head and just the utterance or ebbing of the voice drove through
me. I was trembling, in tears; pinned down to the couch I was seated in, almost
laid out flat paralyzed with fear, my attention was riveted as it then turned
into an eyeball shape with my traced white outline in the iris and it spoke,
each word literally drove through my entire body with, again the sense of 440
volts driving through me with each syllable, which simply didn’t have the
force to kill me. That, I have since believed was The Spirit of Jesus of
Nazareth. He’s like a “portable model” or “representative
of” the planet’s overall oceanic volume of The Spirit of Life: God
Almighty. I was conscientious of the spiritual omnipresence for a long
time.
The line, Could you imagine a yell came to mind after that experience.
“Looks like he’s seen The Ghost” is actually not a joke. As the
Spirit departed I saw a vision of some musical stage gear and behold, a
month or so later we were physically buying band gear from one guy who had nick
named his P.A. system God –with (24) fifteen inch speakers and 1200 watts it
wasn’t close, I didn’t say anything… (In 2005 The Spirit again
presented itself and spoke with both male and female vocal nuances entered in
connection with the many maternal issues).
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My earliest memories included the warmth of this church and at that time
and age there was very much a sense that God was there.
Also in my crib at night came tactile memories like being scratched with
an ice pick, dragged up and down the length of my body as I slept.
Forgotten from age 2-3 came back fifty years later. – Like bad
delirium tremens… As
the predecessor to this book was released and announced, a 14-month long
frame-up period began which wiped away every good memory of life ever
known in this town. |
The
Second Coming will be a bigger event than some guy with a website! |
Christmas day, 2004 @ age 48+ I was almost dead from the depression and despair of the 1993 dilemma. I felt literally as though I was on my death bed, a depression so low that I believe the second thought in my mind as I woke was that I didn’t even want to live any more. The holidays were depressing that year. I barely made it through, until the first week of January 2005…
In January 2005 before the passing of Pope John Paul 2nd I
experienced a true spiritual re-awakening & ministry marching orders along
with the ways and means of addressing the world. My Spiritual Rebirth
came on one of the first days in January 2005 in waking up that morning I saw
the image of Jesus sitting on the bed with me. In fact his spirit was as the
image of a man who was sitting there halfway merged with mine and said; “I
heard you hated your life so I will rejuvenate you with some of mine.” Then
a day or so later, “You have not been able to pray for a long, long time so
I give you Saint Peter’s Power Of Prayer.”
This was in January and by March/April I was finally able to compartmentalize
the fugue and was actively contacting The Senate’s Intel Committee and the
U.S. again.
There were what I felt were major communications I recorded which yet await gleaning from the trauma. |
As the spring went on; I witnessed Pope John
Paul’s Soul pass, spiritually and I felt some major event was to happen in
this during May 2005, but May came and went leaving me in the same futile,
death-of-silence vacuum & frustration. With a sense of being literally
buried alive in a lifelong tomb of living death or of being conscious and
paralyzed in a coffin, I very seriously wondered why such a gift, I felt had
been given to a near comatose person, in a fugue, isolated on a ranch in the
middle of nowhere, where I had laid in waste for 12 years (in 2005) and upon
discovery would lay buried alive for decades more, under a dogpile of evildoers
including all the same felons in my formal complaints. I watched Pope Benedict
XVI crowned in Rome and detached from those daydream themes as a spiritual flow
grew and remains incessant since. Its volume has displaced everything else in
life and I anxiously look forward to that which remains! |